Rants

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4/7/2025

OKAY WHY THE FUCK ARE MAGIC CARDS SO EXPENSIVE? IM BROKE I JUST WANT TO PLAY SOME DAMN MAGIC. and not to mention standard format cards rotate and imo thats annoying as hell. i would rather play a format like pioneer but ITS SO EXPENSIVE WTFFFFF. i prefer the non-rotating formats more, it gives you time to master your deck. and i mean, you could use whatever cards you want, but that would only be with buddies, so not at game stores and no tournaments.


4/6/2025

heyo. yesterday at the collectible show, i got some pokemon packs, but sadly i didnt get anything good. it was also really busy there so it was kinda stressful lol. today i went to a magic the gathering "learn to play" event at a game shop. i already know how to play mtg, but i havent played in a while so i needed a refresher. my mom said that it was like gonna be a youth thing with kids my age but it wasnt. idk where she got that from lol. and aparentally the guy who was supposed to teach was gone that day so no one even taught us.. so me and my dad played a few games and i helped him understand the game better. it was worth it, even though it wasnt what i expected, because we got 2 free starter decks. i stayed up late (like every other night lol) so when we got home i took a nap. i think i might do some fiction writing today. im going to do a litRPG type of thing, i think. it will be in the fantasy section of my page. i dont know what to write about here, though. alright, i guess thats all. bye

4/5/2025


this is my first ever entry here. i figured i would write something today. today im going to a collectable show and im very excited :) i collect pokemon cards for fun, but i havent been able to get any recently due to all the scalpers lol. my collection isnt very big but i have some pretty good cards. maybe ill pick up a card or two today, idk. i also have a collection of hockey cards, but i dont think any of them are rare. tbh i just keep the ones i think the guys are cute in XD. so yeah if you couldnt tell im gay.. well bi. sometimes. ITS CONFUSING BRO! speaking of hockey, im a big fan of the colorado avalanche. they are a great team! its so hard to pick my fav player.. i would pick... makar. mackinnon and necas come right after him. i havent ever been to a hockey game, but hopefully i will sometime soon. probably next season though. im getting into dragon ball Z, too. im on like episode 6 rn i think. i love it. i like anime, escpecially sci-fi and fantasy. one of my favorite anime is the rising of the shield hero. i really like it because i think it would be so cool to be in another world and fight monsters and shit, and i especially like how its kinda like they are in a rpg irl. it reminds me of dungeons and dragons. i love playing dnd, but i havent played in a while. one thing is, im very passionate about writing, so i have been wanting to write my own story in a dnd/fantasy style. but i havent gotten around to it. maybe ill write it here, ill consider making another page for that. i doubt anyone will actually see this, but it feels nice to write. its like im talking to someone, but i can talk about whatever i want to. it helps me feel less lonely. ive been feeling very lonely lately because i just moved over 800 miles from my homestate. i had to leave all my friends and i havent made any friends here yet. i still talk to my friends, but i mostly just talk to my bestfriend, isa. i love hanging out with her. i never get bored of it. but lately i have been kinda depressed because obviously, she cant always be hanging out with me (online ofc lol. we play games and call) but when im not talking or playing games with her, im basically doing nothing. i just lay in bed and be sad. thats why im going to that collectable show today, i wanted to find something to keep me occupied. also i guess i might aswell write about my family. i live with my mom (47), my dad (49), my sister (19), and my dog named toby and my cat named lana (my sister named her after lana del ray xD). i love my family. i think that goes without saying. my sister went to college at mizzou, but she recently dropped out because she was having a really bad time there. now she is staying home with us, and im happy about that. i want to be closer to my sister, i think shes cool and i look up to her. but she gets on my nerves sometimes. i think shes easily aggravated and she yells with my parents a lot. but other than that, shes fun. we dont really like the same things, so its hard to really talk, but a week or two ago we went downtown and went thrifting. we didnt find anything though. i go to online school right now, ill explain why in a bit, but i think im going to go to a regular highschool next year, or maybe an alternative school. i go to online school because when i was at my old school, i was bullied really badly by this guy named miles and his group of friends. they hated me because 1, im trans, and 2, a year ago i busted miles's lip because he was shit talking one of my friends, and being homopohobic. i wont go super in depth about it because this post is already very long, and they did a lot of shit. but they basically went out of their way to contact me and harass me, call me slurs, threaten me, etc. so i had to do online school to get away from it all. this post is very long, so i guess ill end it off here. im leaving soon anyway. cya!